I stared at my life for hours

Never take too long to say what ever you feel or else you’ll always regret it.

I STARED AT MY LIFE FOR HOURS..

standing under the blue blanket..
I stared at my life for hours..
n I found nothing ..
nothing I’ve earned nothing I favor..
nothing to long for..nothing..I deserve..

my thoughts are flowing away with the winds..
I stared at my life for hours..
couldn’t find any of my beliefs..
the rash took away my ideals..

I’ve nobody but me to ask for the answers..
I stared at my life for hours..
why didn’t I stand up then..
why m I giving up now..
what do I begrudge..

yet not out of the befuddlement..
I stared at my life for hours..
need to step out of the commotion..
my life needs a little fluctuation..

Its all because of me..
I stared at my life for hours..
how does their thoughts matter to me..
why did I let my fascination fade under yours..

I wish I had a valiant decision then..
I stared at my life for hours..
still standing in the maze..
what to do n what not to do..

I am staring at my life..
I find nothing ..
nothing I’ve earned .